loves

I feel sad today. I dont know why.

Went back to school for the concert, must say, my class is the most un-enthu class around. Seriously. The class had a grand turnout of 9 that came just in time for the concert (including the performers). Yes and we meant it to be like that.

Popped over to comex at expo with david to check out the macbook after that. No i've decided that i dont like the keypad enough to get it. I'll still stick with my dust-gathering ibook in the meantime. Oh and i ran into andrew (ong) and bertrand there when i got seperated from david and kenny. Oh well.

Rushed off to orchard at 3pm when khariri called to say he's there already. Ran into jo at city hall at 4pm when that stupid boy was at marina square since 2pm. In the end, they had their kick suan`ing me. We didnt really do much since wangki cancelled last minute. Dammit. I miss wangki, coz even after he does his bit, he'll do his best to help me shield off jo and khairi's nonsense. Sigh.

I really dont know why, but i cant help feeling empty as i went home. It's like, honestly, i had fun but i didnt like how things turn out. I rather that i had time to spend alone with either of them. Like that crazy day after track, where jo sat with me at the grandstands. Haha. What happened after that was funny.

I think it's the whole have fun or be emotionally fufilling bit. And since i'm not really in an emotionally fufilled mood lately. So yea..

My dear jo bunny, eat more, okay ? You're losing weight. Lots. I remember how wangki, khairi and guoming used to joke that despite your size you're still such a slow and small eater. Heck. I might be slower but the fact that i eat more than double of what you eat remains a fact. Heh.

I know whenever you tell me you've shrunk coz you really had to cut down on your already light meals i would keep saying you've not, but in actuality, i know you're really losing lots of weight. You know, i'm worried for you. Really quite worried.

Hold on and dont let things get you down. You promised me you wouldnt. We said we'll both pull through, didnt we ? You've done what you could, now i hope, i wont disappoint you too. Love darling, loves. =)